crazyenough4u ([info]crazyenough4u) wrote,
2005-08-09 08:18:00
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what really matters anymore?

nothing matters anymore.. my friends have this PERFECT life with out me and its my fault.. but im done caring.. last nite i sit up and cry cuz i feel like i have no TRUE friends anymore.. everyones out hangin out without me but what does it matter.. it truly makes me wanna kill myself.. glad that everyone can be happy.. ill just sit and watch.


Kendra- we can never be as open as you are with christy so i dont know how we are even best friends. yeah we hung out like every day for the past 3 years but everything is changing and as you say i have to deal with it so i  will.. even though angelo tells me to hang out with you im not even gonna make the effort.. were not like we were before and im just gonna have to live with it.

Christy- you say forget you parents or w.e but than again your like my mom is my best friend i tell her eevrything so im sure if you hung out with me you wouldent be able to anymore cuz your parents hate me.. and im not gonna go knocking on your door step to be your parents lil pet when thats just not who i am. so yeah you be happy to


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[info]xxkendrababyxx

August 9 2005, 15:29:16 UTC 6 years ago

I can be plenty open with you april... just you never ask or tell me anything...

AND DONT EVEN TRY TO TELL ME ANGELO TELLS YOU TO HANG OUT WITH ME BECZ THIS IS WHAT I GOT FROM HIM!
Angelo 9611: i spend most of my time with april well i try to
Angelo 9611: its hard cuss she has this anoying friend kendra who cant find someone else to spend her time with so she has to cling to april

And you didnt stick up for me which i dont know why i expect you too anymore becz he is the loveee of your life so you say... so i did what he wanted me to do... found other ppl to hang out with so he could have all the time in the world with you... this way he didnt have to revolve his relationship with you around me... which are a few more words straight from the mouth of angelo...

im sick of being blamed for us not being together anymore... did u ever think that maybe ITS BECZ U HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO IS A TOTAL AND COMPLETE FUCKIN ASS HOLE EVEN WHEN I TRY TO BE NICE TO HIM... no i bet you didnt and u never will... nothing i can do about it except try to live around it and thats what i am going to do

[info]crazyenough4u

August 9 2005, 15:34:56 UTC 6 years ago

You dont know what your talking about.. my boyfriend was the one that went online for me to ask you to hangout while im crying cuz your not the same and neither am i. so yeah sorry lookes like this is it

[info]oxpolyamorousxo

August 9 2005, 15:53:59 UTC 6 years ago

Come on guys, you're best friends, you've been through so much together. Maybe you both need to make more of an effort rather than blaming each other. You guys can make it through, I love you both!<3


April, add me chicky.

[info]crazyenough4u

August 9 2005, 15:54:47 UTC 6 years ago

Also kendra you try to say i dont stick up for you but that day you and angelo fought.. i guess when i left his house and hit him that means i didnt do shit about it.. or cryed on his sidewalk or what.. huh? im sorry i wanna be with you both but kendra you dont make a effort and it makes me not wanna make the effort!

[info]xxkendrababyxx

August 9 2005, 17:33:20 UTC 6 years ago

i havent changed one bit besides the fact that i have stopped smoking... which is a good change but if thats going to be a reason that we dont hang out anymore then that is fucked up... you should be happy for me

Anonymous

August 9 2005, 18:06:42 UTC 6 years ago

i never ever told you that i wasent happy for you that you quit.. im not a person that peer presures ppl to smoke so stop acting like i am.

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[info]cboner

August 9 2005, 17:14:06 UTC 6 years ago

Ok april, I still dont get what my fucking parents have to do with us being friends. its ridiculous that you blame them for us not hanging out. Yea my mom is one of my best friends but trust me I dont tell her everything. It seems the only time you ever wanna fucking hang out with me is if I can take you somewhere or throw down, im done living like that. I dont care what my friends do or do around me but im just choosing not to do it. Im not asking you to fucking knock on my door, but w.e. If thats the way you are then like it, but no parents do. I dont care its you not me. If you want to be that person who people dont like and think is bad then go ahead. It seems you want people to think you do all this shit then when they think it you get mad. But its ok ill be happy. Ill always be your friend but I just think its messed up that you are blaming this on the fact that my parents(especially when my mom just told me last night she thinks you are a good person) but thats ok, just because my dad is an asshole and judges people doesnt make me think what he thinks. Im not gonna even bother with you anymore tho if your gonna think like that. Ive told you I dont even know how many times that what they think doesnt change anythign but you seem to just keep on bringing them into the picture. its fine. im over it.

<3 Boner

[info]crazyenough4u

August 9 2005, 18:09:55 UTC 6 years ago

Okay so your trying to say parents dont like me.. haha your fucked up! your parents are the ones who dont like me.. only them.. so yeah and christy your trying to say i use you.. fuck yourself.. not ever do i ever use you so okay! cuz that pisses me off that you would ever say i did that to you! so yeah were both over it! and anyways when we can hang out its like once in a great while!

Anonymous

August 9 2005, 21:43:09 UTC 6 years ago

i dont understand why everyone flips out on April screaming at her and telling her that all she cares about is Angelo.. did you ever notice Tabitha.. she is so attached at the hip to Josh is sicken. But of course no one cares about that, it doesnt seem fair. I think everyone needs to stop ragging on April, i mean one day she could marry Angelo, are you all gonna skip out on her wedding? Why dont you all yell at Tabitha.

Anonymous

August 10 2005, 00:07:41 UTC 6 years ago

weddings are wicked fun ill Goooo !!

michele F.

come on girls ..u are guys have been threw it all... if there is no April and Kendra what is there? :(

[info]xtabbyx5_23

August 10 2005, 01:29:31 UTC 6 years ago

wow how bout you fucking lick me cunt..NEVER fucking bring up me and Joshs relationship unless your ready to get knocked out..fuck you and keep my name out of your mouth...I'm sick of this bullshit..Just because I'M HAPPY and I'M in a relationship means you need to shit on me..NO I don't think so..FUCK YOU and go find someone YOU care about before you run your mouth about me!!! Its fucking sickening how people LOVE to talk shit about me and Josh because we're happy..Keep being Jealous.. SORRY you don't got what I HAVE!!!! ;)
And next time cunt post your fucking name if your going to talk shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 Tabitha Marie Hudson


ohh and p.s I LOVE JOSHUA VINCENT HAARLANDER..everybody else KEEP HATING!!!

[info]crazyenough4u

August 10 2005, 02:36:29 UTC 6 years ago

Tabby i think your takin that the worng way.. they were just trying to say that i could turn out to be like you and josh cuz you guys are INSEPERABLE! and its not a bad this its great.. you guys are so happy and amazingly cute so dont worrie about it hunnie! i love yuh

thanks to whoever was stickin up for me! much love!

[info]xtabbyx5_23

August 10 2005, 02:53:31 UTC 6 years ago

I don't think I'm taking it the wrong way because if they are saying that you guys could end up like us WHY would they say.."did you ever notice Tabitha.. she is so attached at the hip to Josh is sicken." I don't care this person is a true fucking asshole and needs to stop talking shit..I see where your coming from but people need to shut the fuck up about me and Joshua. Just because they can't BE me doesn't mean they need to talk shit.

Anonymous

August 10 2005, 02:12:27 UTC 6 years ago

Ok.
April and Kendra, stop fighting and be friends again. Theres no way April spends to much time with angelo for Kendra not to spend time with her, I see the kid at brooks at least four times a week. And Im suprised angelo didn't flip out on kendra earlyer if my bf was with the same person every time we did something that almost caused us to break up with eachother (i.e. geting drunk with ex's and geting stranded by the highway, going to an ex's house for the day. etc. etc.) I'd hate them to. But I haven't known angelo to hate anyone for more then a day anyways.

<3...

[info]crazyenough4u

August 10 2005, 02:38:06 UTC 6 years ago

Who is thiiisssss??? hellooo!!! lol thanks for stickin up for me! your great! please post your name!

[info]xxkendrababyxx

August 10 2005, 03:12:49 UTC 6 years ago

Kendra and April arent fighting! I LOVE YOU APRIL


haha thanks mich... and thats soo true... WHAT IS THERE IF THERE IS NO APRIL AND KENDRA!?

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Anonymous

August 10 2005, 12:57:07 UTC 6 years ago

april hall

hi april its leo!!!!

Anonymous

August 10 2005, 13:39:16 UTC 6 years ago

Re: april hall

Well someone loves attention "CB".. i didnt see your name anywhere, people need to get over the fact that not everyone is in love with them...

April, dont listen to these bitches, you may have known them your whole life, but they dont seem to true to me

[info]crazyenough4u

August 10 2005, 14:31:00 UTC 6 years ago

Re: april hall

wow!!!! humm that anonymous person! your great! and everyone else.. im sorry if you feel you got offended? but its not my fault i never told sumone to go and post it! but it would be nice if they did leave their names.. or at least IM me to tell me who you are cuz your deffinaly being sooo great to me! :)

much love to everyone!

[info]xxkendrababyxx

August 10 2005, 14:39:14 UTC 6 years ago

Re: april hall

hey u should shut the fuck up... i didnt see ur name anywhere either... atleast she has the balls enough to leave her name...unlike someeeeoneee causing more shit that we dont need... i dont know who asked for your opinion but if u have the right to leave yours then so does christy beauchemin

Anonymous

August 10 2005, 16:07:08 UTC 6 years ago

I have a solutuionnn

i have a solutionnnnnn !! im sorry but i have to put my 2 sence in...
ok so everyone is getting mad at the annonomouse person soooo mayybeee, just maybeee.. if u had the conversation on ur sn's orrr on the phone or in person u wouldent have to deal with this stuff !! i dunnoo maybee? =) !

i had to point out the obviouse haha... but then again what the hell why would a LJ be for then ? ?

BUT ! i must say i do love all of you !
michele

hope summer is amazinggg <33333

[info]cboner

August 11 2005, 02:28:24 UTC 6 years ago

Re: april hall

im pretty sure I dont need attention. I hate attention and if you didnt read the top my name is in there when I didnt even want it to be so wtf. you dont know what you are talking about. Not everyone loves me and they probably dont love you either but leave your name so we can know. April I dont get how you can sit there and say that person that isnt leaving there name is so nice. they are being nothing but mean to me and tabitha. I didnt say anythign mean in here. you had me in ur entry for something that I didnt ask for but ok. Feelings get hurt for no reason. Thanks again everyone.

[info]xtabbyx5_23

August 11 2005, 02:27:59 UTC 6 years ago

FUCK YOU. You really know how to make people feel like shit. how bout you go fuck yourself..it seems to me EVERYONE would be HAPPIER if me and Josh broke..because.. I take his friends..we spend to much time together and so on and so forth..I'm done with everyone you guys are fucking gay. All everyone ever does is talk shit..and bring me into shit I have NOTHING to do with. I'm sorry Josh has a life and doesn't spend his time wasting away his life with other bullshit things.. He can ALMOST makes time for me after football, baseball, basketball, work and all his other activities. and you know what I'M SORRY he's going somewhere in life. Maybe if we broke up EVERYONE would be SO MUCH Happier because then everyone could bring HIM down in life because WE ALL KNOW HE'S GOING somewhere. FUCK EVERYONE..Minus a few of my bestfriends that obviously care about me. EVERYONE CAN LOVE "ANONYMOUS" but if they were really a man and didn't sit here talking shit about everyone because they are a LOWLIFE LOSER WHOSE GOING NO WHERE IN LIFE they'd LEAVE their fucking name.

Signed:
TABITHA MARIE HUDSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take this message and stick it UP YOUR FAT ASS!!!

Anonymous

August 11 2005, 03:54:16 UTC 6 years ago

drama queens, im done.

sorry april i tried to get them to understand, all they care about is themselves



SIGNED:
none of your fuckin business

[info]crazyenough4u

August 11 2005, 13:21:41 UTC 6 years ago

Christy your rediculous.. nothing was said about you till you decided to fuckin say sumthing in the first place.. and tabby im sorry they hated on you but they were just trying to make a point! and yeah i do love anonymous becz they stick up for me.. how cant i.. and everyone thats not a part of it should shut up.. like christy cuz NOTHING was said about her TILL she decided to say sumthing.. so cristy stop acting like ppl are out to hurt your feeling when their not and your just OVER REACTING !!!!!!!!!

<3 AP

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